It used to be to be forever but now its whatever. Tried  so hard to not just make it seem like a fling but now we even feel like we are a thing. you speak of wisdom, speak of dreams. This was supposed to be difficult yet rewarding but now it feels easy but forgetting. if we were to end this then it will hurt… just gotta accept that we thought of the impossible months ago, at least for us it is

Yes, it’s a nice and such an amazing feeling but there are times when you think you are the one who’s just trying to make things still feel like what it was “supposed” to be. I don’t know why the feeling of security is absent. I trust and I know I am loved but if you feel that everything could just slip away because you feel like you deserve someone who would treat you or make you feel the way you wanna feel bout the world. It is easy to really find another one especially if you live in this city called London but I am just pulled by him and everyday, I grow tolerating it… But I don’t want things to stay or feel like this forever(if it’s really meant to be). I want it to change, him to change.

I wanna be called everyday or checked on everyday. I wanna feel so close to him even though it’s far away. I don’t want to sleep at night feeling like an animal who is lost in the wilderness, so vulnerable and alone. I want those walls down…

But he’s stubborn and too reserved. If he will not change even though it’s goin to be darn difficult I dont want to waste my time and energy on something I know that would make me dreadful someday. We will have to end it.

Oh lord, maybe I am just taking this too seriously and forgetting that these are the consequences we chose to face but why can’t we be like those other people who are far away from each other but still feel the jolt to talk to each other everyday…

I need distractions and fuck it.

I just arrived here in London like 5 days ago and I am loving it here. Yes, it could be so damn cold but what’s not to love? The places and structures are exquisite. The shopping is great and BOYS, BRITISH BOYS=CUTIE2X. I can’t believe I am now living in my DREAM PLACE, LONDON <3

Now, I’ll just sleep with my make up on. nighters

I am not good (just really lazy) with explaining or teaching. Just look at this picture and try to analyze how I did it :) Don’t be lazy! :P (you can google it though)

So all you’ve got to do before you’d be able to see this “EDIT PAGE” is to go to your DASHBOARD first, click CUZTOMIZE APPEARANCE (right below the direct link to your blog) , look for PAGES then click it (somewhere at the buttom. After clicking, ADD PAGES. The EDIT PAGE shall pop out right after you click ADD PAGES.

Now, it’s time for you to explore and analyze  :

Your edit page should look something like this:

Don’t forget to edit it!

ex: Page type: Redirect

Page URL : *your blog’s name*.tumblr.com/*desired tag*

Redirect to: tagged/*desired tag*

Show a link to this page: *desired name* ( this “desired name” is the name that will show on your blog. Check the box first to be able to name your page )

HOW DO YOU TAG POSTS? simple, you tag a post by simply tagging it with your tag name. Like my tag name is “me” so whenever I reblog or post stuff I put a tag “me” inside the box on the right corner. It works like magic! If you’ve done it right then it’s gonna be on the “tagged me” page right after you puplish it.

~ DON’T FORGET TO NAME YOUR TAGGED PAGE. I NAMED MINE “Personal”  so yea

yay! enjoy?

P.S This post was updated since Tumblr changed their codings a bit :) I am also very happy to know that I’ve helped 82 people! xx Keep Rebloggin!

(via americanpsychic)